Carry On
Tell me im pretty when I know im not
Im a woman whos become distraught
Overwhelmed by who ive become
The word im searching for is on the tip of my tongue
Disappointment.
Got to comfortable withcontentment
Too comfortable with being repulsive
Cut till my body convulsed
I knew one day Id cut too deep
And rid of the life i desperatly couldnt keep
Because id end up fucking up one way or another
I cant even confide in my older brother
Hes too involved in his life to bother
To help his sister whos creeping on the edge
Of life and death, so heres my pledge:
” Once Im gone please just carry on
I wasnt worth the battle i was putting on
The pain I caused left you in awe
But know that it wasnt intental at all
I tried the hardest i could
To live the life i knew i should
That was failure in the making
Waste of all the space i was taking
So im sorry for the trouble ive caused
But things will be much better now that im gone”.
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